December 2011
cleaned out my room. got rid of so many things. bought so many new things to bring back with me to LA. snuck to orlando for a few days. utterly exhausted. leaving in under 24 hours. unreal. my thoughts are everywhere but i’m so happy. i’m not one for the cliche “new beginning” shit, but i’ve got a really good feeling about 2012. shipping all my dvds to LA. probably...
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It’s 5:30am and I’m wide the hell awake.
Life is good. This break from work was much needed. I came to Orlando on Sunday and couldn’t be happier. Went to the Magic game, downtown, saw MDL & spent plenty of time with Matt & Lisa. I go back to Miami in 12 hours and then have a day and a half until I go back to LA.
I’ve felt super fortunate to get to spend time...
only i would come to a city for vacation and get told that i have a job interview.
so… tomorrow morning should be interesting…
/sigh.
good things, yes… but i’m terrified of change.
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sarpearbear:
just when I start to feel okay again I get the wind knocked outta me. get kicked down, get right back up again. right?
this. to a fucking T. this.
like- do things EVER get easier? or stay easier?
i’m just sick of the way i feel right now.
okay world, you win.
i’m officially defeated.
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my bank account is depressing.
that is all.
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sometimes we make decisions based on the fact that we don’t want to hurt other people’s feelings, but ultimately, we end up hurting ourselves.
i’m done. i’m done pretending or forcing myself to do things because i’m worried about what other people are going to think or say. this is my life and i’m making it exactly what i want.
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wefoundtherhythm asked: i figured i might as well follow you since you know andrew and adam ha. that photo you posted made me laugh. seems like such a long time ago. i def remember seeing you 'round when the guys toured.
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we might die from medication, but we sure killed...
and i’m not sure what the trouble was that started all of this
the reasons all have run away but the feeling never did
it’s not something i would recommend, but it is one way to live
‘cause what is simple in the moonlight, by the morning never is.
last night, my best friend came to meet me at a bar and may or may not have beat up a dude on my behalf. so much has been...
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